AAAAAHHHHHHHH creepy english junior acheivement guy. I have an irrational fear of english guys they make me want to scream and run. pretty wierd but i can deal :p

Well today was interesting......I ATE A WHOLE JAR OF SALSA.......mmmmmmm fiesta in my mouth, well i ate it with Keanu but it was still a FIESTA.
ok good bye

chemistry of my possesion

time rolling along with the waves, a thousand miles away, holding you close in the rain seems just like yesterday, lost up in a faraway place and in my head remains a black and print of a face ill never see again, i gave my life to save her the ocean turned to red, in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, cut down like wounded slaughter, good men were left for dead in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, love sought until death do us part like drifting in the dark, wounded and wishing to fall into your faithful arms, i gave my life to save her the ocean turned to red, in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, cut down like wounded slaughter, good men were left for dead in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, beneath the sky of pain, beyond the sea of pain, in heaven no one waits, until we meet again, i gave my life to save her the ocean turned to red, in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, cut down like wounded slaughter, good men were left for dead in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, i gave my life to save her the ocean turned to red, in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, cut down like wounded slaughter, good men were left for dead in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all, in the fall in the fall when the tide took them all.
confusion why does it have to be so confusing. When someone you care about has an issue with themselves and takes it out in you but, doesn't mean to it just makes you think okay how am i going to deal with this. should i flip out on that person or, stand by that person and try to help them. But what if your not the one to help them but you really want to be? But when your parent put a restraining order on that person. And you end up telling the cops you want that to make your parents happy how can you change that? You cant. Its not like it was his fault, I think he had to be possesed or something, something in his head had to have been telling him okay now push the knife harder now slice. Stuff like that has happened to me before but i never did it to myself or anyone else. I guess it was just the situation we were in. This is an experience that i was meant to go through obviously but why does it have to be so confusing. On one hand I'm being pressured by my parents to forget him and that it was his fault but, in my mind it was not his fault and ill never forget him.